Thursday, August 6, 2015

A New Beginning

Yesterday I went to a very unusual healer, Carolyn Tyrer, who among other healing modalities, uses Resonance Repatterning - Resonance Repatterning assists to clear the beliefs, behaviors and negative emotions that have created limitations in our life – a very deep healing therapy that works on all levels, mental, physical, emotional and spiritual. By using applied Kinesiology, changes occur from the very first session and most sessions last around 1½ – 2 hours.
Luckily I am well used to the unusual methods lof Kinesiolgy, and could readily accept the very different concepts involved. 
Talking about why I was there, and why I knew I couldn't manage to affect the self healing, I knew I needed, brought  out quite a bit of emotion. Having a healer have time, to really listen to my long and convoluted story, to fully understand my unique problems, affecting my whole life, my energy, my health, even my outlook on life, was quite incredible, as Carolyn then went to work, going thru her workbooks, asking herself and being answered by her own kinesthetic responses, I lay back, and witnessed true healing being arranged. 
Carolyn then ascertained what methods/modalities were needed, and even became quite excited at the results, two tuning forks, not just one! lol
Listening to what she was reading out, about the various tools and reasons behind their need, resonated with me, and I knew she was right on track, so I just lay back, gazing out of the picture windows, into the serene trees of her garden, beyond the veranda. It was/is the perfect venue for such a unique form of healing. 
The healing itself didn't take anytime at all, just 3 attempts to get both tuning forks vibrating at the same time, I was holding one on my Occiput (back of the cranium, top of spine), while Carolyn worked 'Proxy' on the relevant spot in the book, as I was sitting up, to enable me to access occiput.

We then had time to chat about other stuff, and I was able to show her some relevant photos, and photos of my textile work, also relevant to the need for her help healing me thru  Repatterning.

Getting down, off her table, I felt quite wobbly, so I drove down the road to the nearby beach, where I went and lay face down on the warm sand, a scarf wrapped across my face, protecting me from sand. I lay there, trying to relax my body, listening to the waves. It has been extremely hard for me to lay on my stomach, for the past 7 or 8 years. It still is, but my mind, was allowing it to feel just a little bit easier. Still quite painful and hard to relax into, I just focused on the ocean, and enjoyed the warm winter sun, penetrate, helping me relax, despite the cool breeze. After some time, I was able to gently rock my pelvis, stretching the scar tissue within my left groin, and relaxing into the pain.

I spent some time on the beach, sitting meditating, walking back among the trees, finishing off stripping off and having a quick plunge into the cleansing ocean.

I went to find some food, still feeling quite fragile, which persisted into the early evening as I drove back into the mountains. By the time I arrived home, I was feeling quite exhausted, as per usual after being out doing basic shopping, but the fragility was new.
I went to bed very early, having a short read of a book I was led to find in the library, when I went looking for another book recommended by my GP awhile ago, which I have put a reservation on. Instead I found two thin books on CFS, one written by a young man who decided to dedicate his life to professionally help others rehabilitate themselves thru Graded Exercise Therapy 'GET'   

When I woke for the 3rd time during the night, I read a bit more and finished it off in the early morning, after I had got up at 5.30 am, following suggestions in the book, re going to bed early & not sleeping too much. The best part was, that I felt able to get up then, rather than feeling like getting straight back into bed after an early toilet trip, So often I am yawning and staggering back to bed, where I then can fall asleep again so easily, something that once upon a time, I never could do.

I have felt quite different today, mentally more able to follow thru with the the things I wake up planning to do. So often, I can wake up and before opening my eyes and rolling out of bed, I can feel like doing various things that day, only to find when I actually get up, I have zero energy to even start said activity !

I woke at 5am and rolled onto my stomach and began stretching the scar tissue that restricts my hip socket total freedom. I was able to move onto my stomach, being able to move the underneath arm and stretch them both out to the side, like on the beach yesterday. Then stretched back up onto my knees, normally an excruciating exercise, it was painful, but not excruciating. 
I got up and began to make some charts for my G.E.T  #1  ....starting with very small steps, instead of the mammoth walk up  the driveway hill, and way up past the lookout, which I have been unable to repeat one day after another, despite intending to.
I had a much better mindset and a touch more energy to do a little of many different exercises and household jobs, that usually just seem too much to begin or attempt.

So thanks to a cold night, I am about to hop into bed early again, I'll read awhile, and get to sleep early, hopefully to repeat today's mental energy and mindset.  Off to read about how the body obtains omega-3 and omega-6 fatty acids, what they do, and how they can be used in the treatment of CFS !

 I am feeling tired and ready for rest, at only 9pm.

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